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Feeling so worthless and sad. Why are all my emotions bad? This emptiness hurts, Paranoia sinks in. Why cant I trust my life? Wanting to cry, but too proud. So, I sit without making a sound. Why cant u hear me scream? This hole I am in, I cant seem to get out No one can save me, Why cant I save myself? Neglected and angry, I blame u. Why do u not want me? I am slipping into darkness I cant find my way out Why do I feel this way?

Hidden Place by bixl, literature

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Hidden Place

Alone with my thoughts, Lost again. A place of distressed comfort, unfinished thoughts & troubles. Left only for me, feeling nothing but sad. Emotions are kept here. Sunken memories & hidden damages are most of what I find. Here in my mind, I have no place to hide. Here is where I keep my suppressed whatnots & thoughts. This is the place where there is no time & I can never sleep. I travel only if I must, abandoning all hope. My guilt dwells here... to remind me, lest I forget... Hidden away in my valley of mind is my past, present and future... That I cant leave behind.

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Deviant for 13 years
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I am spunky and fun. I love poetry

Favourite genre of music: Alternative & 90's Alternative, Rock & Classical
Favourite style of art: Every style has something I enjoy about it.
Favourite cartoon character: Olga - from "Hey Arnold"
Personal Quote: "What you cant say, is better written down"

Favourite Movies

5th Element - I love Bruce Willis <3

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Avenge Sevenfold, Muse, Sick Puppies, Metric, Indigo Girls & alot more...

Favourite Writers

Ogden Nash

Favourite Games

Kingdom Harts <3

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Poetry, Art, Cooking & Hikes. Oh! and I LOVE chocolate

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bixl

Dec 1, 2011

Been in space

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hey hey ! i have been out in lala land for the past few months! Glad to be back ^_^

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Aug 5, 2011

the last harry potter.... sigh

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so I saw the last harry potter and well i cried.... LOL it was wonderful! Its nice to see charaters grow, as u watch them you fall in love with some and begin to hate others... its sad that this epic journey is now at a close... but i hope that other generations appriciate the books and the movies as much as i did. I am proud to be part of the Harry Potter generation!!!! LOL much luvs to all - Tiff

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Jul 12, 2011

Happyness .... FINALLY!!!

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Well I am finally Happy all around ! What i mean by that is, that i am not depressed anymore and well i have decided that I will not self destruct me or my relationship.   I am in love and I dont care who knows it! lol I have the most amazing man and I almost lost him b/c of my own insecutites and inability to trust myself. I had created this SUPER problem that didnt even exist! it was all in my head. its amazing how our brains work! If my b/f ever reads this... i want him to know that even tho i created this disaster, that there rly was nothing wrong. now that my life is back to normal... well my normal... I can be happy and full of